I missed what I was supposed to learn...

yo, kivitz.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 02:09:08 GMT

last week i went to my native pennsylvania land. i don't feel like typing much so just... here's some pictures and stuff. make up some stories, have a good time.

i can't figure out airplanes.

little brother.

graduation day i went with this charming gentleman they call carlos...

and this fuckin' thug who tried to pick a fight with everyone.

lots of sleepovers. lots of girltalks. lots of super sheetz. a counterfeit jew. tania time. penn state frats. pittsburgh. meadows. piercings. staying out all night with barry snyder. spending everyday of my life with morgan yingling. getting to go to work with mom and see my brotha brother. the new alkaline trio cd. the hotel party that never was, but was a very good idea. confessions of a teenage drama queen. morgan getting her license. getting to call annie "mo'pie" again. realizing that diegolegolego is better at girl talk than most females. the hail storm. hippies, jews and mermaids. a horrific misunderstanding. barry's kitten room. denny's. carlos lamborn. people leaving messeges with my stepdad's mom and me never getting them until it's too late...

ect. ect. ect.

tomorrow's worm's birthday. i made him a present.

if you're not doing anything on sunday night, you should come to ghostown to see and the sky went red. it'll be the first show i've been to in jonesboro since forever. they're fun guys.

the aka's are coming back next month, too.

i did something a couple months back that i think has done some sort of permenant damage to my body. maybe it'll kill me. i duno. i'm just not well.

and on that note, i'm done with livejournal. i'll probably read my friends' from time to time. but. i just can't do this anymore.

thank you el jay, you've been good to me.

liquids and fluids.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 14:09:58 GMT

this weekend was probably one of the best of my life.

friday me and melanie left for jackson. a little late because i spent the entire previous night at work and at meetings. it was so hot outside that we had to drive in our underwares while listening to totally micheal

when we finally got there we had to find a payphone to call garrett so we stopped at a grocery store in lexington where they had tiny sized carts that we couldn't stop playing with.

then we found the adorable mister garrett and went back to his house to watch how do i look? before going to the show in jackson. the show was oh so good. we missed someone getting mauled with brass knuckles, unfortunatly..

so we went back to garrett's to spend the night. FUCK YES. and a good time was had by all. when we woke up the next morning, we were serenaded with nu-metal before we went to the memphis skatepark show. i swooned.

</center>we left lexington to meet zack and marcus brake in jackson. where we divided into separate cars. melanie is a jerk, so mark rode alone. how sad.

we got to memphis. there was a lot of people at the show. i got to see garrett's amazing selling skills and dance moves. show was crazy and there were a ton of kids there. it was a lot of fun, but i was more interested with spending time with him than the actual show. fancy that.

hahah ohhhhhhhhhh todd and melanie. this is one of my favorite pictures. of both of you. thanks.

saturday night instead of coming home we spent the night with shawn zorn. when he runs down his stairs, he looks like sonic the hedge hog. his little legs turn blue and spin around and everything.

sunday morning me garrett zack and melanie went back to jackson so they could go home and we could get our car. i dont think i've ever not wanted to leave a place so bad in my life. we listened to the new september 22nd cd the whole ride home on repeat. i was sad. sad and happy. le sigh.

when we got home, we had all intentions of seeking rest. because we were exhausted. but we got to missing TANIA J. LUCIOW and since mark and zack failed at breaking melanies video camera, we decided to make her a video to show her how much we missed her.

so i'm writing this entry in the ungodly sleepy state that i'm in, about to head to work. forgive me for it being. choppy. or whatever. or if it makes any sense at all. i dont know.

conclusion: i'm moving to tennessee ASAP. hopefully before june, even.

disney mouse.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 15:58:53 GMT

so. in about 2 hours..i will be visited by the legendary

j. garrett crowe: feeder of the ducks, thrower of the knives.

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omg.

omigosh!

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 21:18:13 GMT

pretty much friends only. when i feel like it.

i like puking myself to sleep.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:26:18 GMT

last night, for the first time in my life, i had a dream that made perfect sense to me.

i was driving to memphis. (yes, memphis) by myself to see coheed & cambria. and before i got to the old bridge i looked up and saw a lot of smoke.

when i got there, it turned out to be the st. louis arch. (yes, in memphis) and it had fallen. like the twin towers. and was burning.

the rest of the dream i was in a desperate attempt to call my friends. and i couldn't get ahold of anyone.

it was the first time ever that i knew exactly what it all meant.

i want someone to take care of me. and hold me...that doesn't ever want to let go.